Defining Life

So I was reading a blog by an anonymous blogger and it really touched my heart. Make sure you check it out ( https://churchwifeconfessions.wordpress.com/ ). “I think there is a point when we lose focus about what serving and ministry is. Ministry can be making Americano’s at 4am to put yourself through school. Ministry can be cleaning the dishes after dinner so your husband can get some homework done.” My second year in bible college was a painful year. I had done horrible the three previous semesters that I lost my financial aid and I was two seconds from being kicked out. I remember telling my friends in a text message and one responded saying: “Babe, God is going to do something to rock your world. It's going to be so big that no one else will be able to credit for it.” Here’s the thing, I didn’t deserve a miracle from God. My grades were poor because I neglected all of my assignments. I was ultra lazy. But how often does God give us exactly what we deserve? An admi